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For much of my career, my fellow scientists only saw my "resting science face", which shows the part of me worrying about conference talks or funding. They didn't see the side of me that loves funny performances. As a woman and mother, I felt I needed to prove my seriousness, fearing others might view me as too busy with my personal life to excel. My serious face worked. I landed a job at a great university and became a professor.

But I felt I had to divide myself in two-the serious scientist in public, the funny person in private. However, the first break in my public persona came in 2024, when I participated in a local live storytelling show. I took a risk and described an embarrassing moment from a trip to Thailand. To my surprise, when people laughed, it felt like a hug rather than shame.

The experience encouraged me to experiment with being silly at work. So, when Halloween came around, I delivered a lecture dressed in a pink animal costume. I began kicking off lab meetings by asking my graduate students what brings them joy. And I started the monthly get-togethers with colleagues, using odd outfits to set the mood. To my surprise, adding fun and humour into my work life didn't make me less effective or credible. Students seemed to find me more approachable. Humour also helped me open up with colleagues, which in turn led others to be more honest and truthful with me.

But most importantly, humor has made me stronger. Last winter, my funding from the Environmental Protection Agency was suddenly cancelled due to the government's science cuts. After the shock and immediate sadness wore off, I turned to my playful side, writing several pieces of satire (讽刺) and letting workmates draw my attention away with discussions about a 1990s music video. That's not to say I was living in denial. I knew I needed to find new ways to pursue my goals in an increasingly complex funding environment. But making jokes and sharing laughter helped me stay present and reminded me of how much joy I get from my team, whatever the circumstances.

Ultimately, I have come to realize that being real at work is not a weakness, but rather a strength. For other scientists, that may mean talking more about hobbies or families. For me, it's humour. Now, more than ever, it's time to laugh.